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Let Me Go by silverblossoms Let Me Go by silverblossoms
Been really stressed lately with school and family...
especially with my dad.. theres just so much going on and he just makes everything super difficult
I feel so overwhelmed.. I want a breather 

Not only do I not get any breathers but my dad adds onto my stress and continues to piles more on
it feels like hes tightening the leash he has on me making it so hard to breathe
He is so overwhelming that it brings me to tears...;;;; 
I wish he would just let me go sometimes instead of always pulling me back QQ 

cries sorry for such a depressing drawing; this was a complete rage out drawing LOL; 
didnt know how to release my rage-- so... took it out on sai ;;;; 
I just cant handle my dad anymore sob- i need airrrrrr 

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Konnah-DOT Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014
AWWW mAG!! akshjfka Q A Q that's awful !! ahh;-- can't you... idk;; move out? ;OO;;; i hope you'll get better! i hate being stressed. when you're already stressed it takes so little for you to break down orz i'm sorry to hear this!! ;H;; 
im sure he means well, though! even if it doesn't seem like it! uhh uhh-- i think tell him? ahh maybe this isn't the place to talk. message me anytime okay! ; OO; 


ahhh also ! hjsakf this is sooo cool omg !! aklsjfla * Q ** <333
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014  Student
///hnggg  thank you for worrying kljsflkdjsaf 
but im better now~ 
haha 
ahh i dont live with him right now because of college- but he still has a way to make me stress out no matter where i go seriously... 
he means well at times 
but there are times that there is no good intentions behind it ): 

and my whole family even i have tried to talk to him but he is to stubborn and high and mighty to try to understand. basically he is the law-- sob

wahh thank you lkfjsa/// 
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Konnah-DOT Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014
well, maybe he's just jealous or smth because you're doing so well! ;O; or he doesn't understand how to show his love!
in any case, don't let it get you down-- if he says shit it's not true no matter what-- and being told you're doing wrong when you know it, just isn't helping. ever.

ahh, but if your whole family knows this, then it's confirmation that it's him and not you, right? ;O ; so basically-- don't mind him? ;U;;;a idk, it's difficult when it's someone close
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner May 4, 2014  Student
LOOL i hope hes jealous- but hes a very stubborn man that really cherish being high and mighty- 
though i do agree with you that he does have trouble showing his love and he is trying since he isnt use to being with just his daughters now that my mom isnt here anymore.... so i give him credit for trying and we all do try back as well u v u
though he is very bipolar and so its very troublesome ;; 
AHA- cries yerrr i learn to not to listen at certain things now 

YERRR YERR its okay 
i learn to adapt to it now ~ its all good 
just times when its all build up, i just need to vent a bit to start new o u o b
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Konnah-DOT Featured By Owner May 5, 2014
w-what? is your mom... dead ? ; H ;;; im so sorry;;; 

aww, mag. it's awful, and i really hope it'll get better. stuff building is so heavy for the heart ; O;;
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Student
ahh- yup my mom passed away in 2012 
oh-- its finee haha you dont need to apologize~ u v u 

awe thank you~ 
dont worry i can handle it! o u o 9
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Konnah-DOT Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014
i really dont know how to reply now hahah;///

yess, just do ur best! 
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Eu-saama Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014
Oh my silver~
Hope things would turn upside and everything would be alright. I hope that I could in another way then just me saying so. But whatever happens, I'm one of the people here that continues to love you and support you. Plus, don't apologize for those kind of art, art is a way to release emotion I believe so if it helps you, keep doing it.

Do well Silver~! We are here for you!
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
waahh thank youu kldjfalsf 
CRIES :iconsupertighthugplz: 
GAAHH your comment really touched me ksjdflskajf i cried///
thank you so so sooo muchh! 
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Ahniki Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
b-but I don't wanna let you go silver ;a;

Waahh, I hope everything is okay, and that you're feeling better by the time you read this! Although I may not understand what you're going through, just know that I'll always be here for you no matter what! You have so many wonderful people here to help you back on your feet silver c: Just know that! Argh, if I could, I would kidnap you away from Canada for you to take a breather in Sin City lol. 

Also, this is a very strong picture, considering what you're going through. I find your vent art very beautiful! 
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
---gAAHH BBBYY CRIES //CLINGSONTOYOUTILLTHEENDOFTHEWORLD 

hngg i feel much better nowww u v u 
amg cries i hope you will NEVER  have to go through this its like painful D: 
sob bby sob thank you so much slkfjaf hng 
reading this totaally made me smile /////// hng
amg i would not report that kidnapping klsjdflksjaf///// i would be with youuu and be so happy sob amg 

//////hng thank you bby lkdjfasklf 
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kairid Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Student
Silver this is beautiful :heart:
I really like how you portray what your feeling, in this.  I can see it in everything you draw.

I know how you feel.
It's the same with my mom after my dad got sick, everything just felt and became so overwhelming.
And everything just felt like it was falling apart. It's also why I haven't been drawing as much as I used to.

I hope it gets better.
:huggle:
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
///////amg cries sdkfjsalkfja 
gahh thank youu QQ///// that means a lot to me lksdjfsa 

gahh amg-- //holds 
i hope things get better for you as well! 
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kairid Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014  Student
I'm sorry for the late reply, my internet connection wasn't working on my laptop.

You're very welcome :huggle:


:hug:
I hope so.
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Crescentwing23 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope it gets better ;v;b
you can still draw so amazing when you're upset-asfasdfsd
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
wahh thank you QQ 
chokes- amg cries/// no this isnt amazing its like.. poooopppp 
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Jigoku-Rui-chan Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel you.
Also...this www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CNlkv…
The name of your art made me remember of the song.
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
oh wah- LOL the title- amg 
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Jigoku-Rui-chan Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heheheh yeah.:icontongueblush:
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Eleqant Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
UHWAHH
this drawing looks beautiful silvi-sensei!!! ; o ;
It's so beautiful and elegant and the painterly style ; o ; //touch
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bby i hope you feel better. ; n ; my dad is also really strict and stressful ; n ; so i feel you ;~;
it's good to get a breather ; o ; ~ just let it go~~ //weep
i hope you can patch things up soon ; n ;! you have the support of deviantart if u need it!
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
hngg thank youu lksdjfsaf 
waahh i do feel a lot better now! thank you!! 
cries why are all dads like this lksjflsdjkfa fsob

hngg theres never a solution with my dad-- hes too stubborn and all high and mighty kjdsfklsjaf D: 
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xLunaNightmare Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
the drawings amazing! even tho ur stressed. everyone goes through that time tho! 
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
wahh thank youu 
hng yes yes////
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xLunaNightmare Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
actually the only stressful times are when my mother is home =3=;; which lead to me drawing this picture of a girl stabing another girl in front of a cross...(or church) ^^ hohoho....
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Student
haha I feel the same when I was living with my dad
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xLunaNightmare Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
i think its another form of periods =_= .... u just dont bleed u just have the  mood swings or depression =3= wonder whats that called...
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ruichou Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist
awaahh.. im sorry to hear you're going through all this sil ;;

i hope you can settle things with your dad ;v;; take as much time as you need tho- sometimes you just need to take a break from everything uvu



that aside.. this drawing is too gawjus omg-- i love her hair aaa and the wings nakfakdlng a..nd the chains hUFF idk i love the composition in general hehe /////

hope yoU FEEL BETTER SOON ANd you can count on me if you ever need to.. uh- let out all your rage on someone AHAH <3 !!
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
sdkjfsalkjf gahh thank you piko QQ 
but my dad is stubborn-- so... he wont like to compromise with me lkjsldfjksaf or anyone sob

hng hng hng but i do feel a lot better now! <33 
thank you piko sob on you 
I WILL NEVER RAGE ON PIKO OKAI KJDFKSLDJAF
i need to treasure piko no rageeeee :iconsnugplz:
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TutorVeritatis Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
I do not live with my father but I understand. He and I do not agree on certain ideas - he's Republican and I'm more moderate-Democrat.

Art is a great way to vent so continue with this theme if you choose. Better than certain alternatives. Do you have friends nearby?

SaraSaeed95 what do you think?
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
ahh-- i think living away from your dad is a good idea- 
cause I do as well but ... he still finds a way to pull me back sob

wahh thank you so much! waah i do agree, drawing usually helps a lot u v u 
oh i do have people i can talk to-- but i prefer not to burden them with my problems;; 
and I usually vent out and i will be fine ~
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TutorVeritatis Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
I am older now and certainly do not feel the need nor want to be a "father's son". Not anymore. I wanted to be but I eventually learned how asinine he is.

I am glad drawing helps you :) I wish it did for everyone. As for talking to people it is not a burden to them if it helps you. Real friends, loving family, will listen and share in carrying a burden because they want you to succeed.
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Student
I do agree as we grow older we don't have that need anymore ~ but I still prefer yo have that dad and daughter bond with him so I don't regret anything when he passes QQ but he's just super difficult to deal with sob

Gahhh// thank you for the advice ///// I do talk to my sisters about it since we all have bad experiences with my dad sob
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TutorVeritatis Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014
Your father, my father, and another friend. All asinine.

And please stop sobbing! I can't build this bridge fast enough to help you cross the river of tears brought on by rainstorms of fatherly bullheadedness.

(Really bad joke *curls in corner)
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014  Student
cries/// i agree klsjfdsaf 

LOOL/// amg i acutally found that joke pretty sweet and funny~ hahah 
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TutorVeritatis Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014
You're welcome miss Silver :)
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SaraSaeed95 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I can understand this, these situations with parents, most of my art is an outcome of how I feel when my parents or brothers treat me sometimes :) nice work here silverblossoms the chain is a great illustration for when someone's making you for something against your will
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TutorVeritatis Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
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Iluuuv Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Waifu...I understand you, Me too I'm having a hard time with my dad... :/ We are all here for you and it's very very nice that you grace us with your drawing even though you are going to hard times <3 It's beautiful waifu~ Everything will get better I'm sure! I-I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU <3
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
KLSJFLKJSAF GAHH WAIFU SOB SOBBB
w-why are dads like this lksjflksjaf i swear they are all the same D: 

hng waiiifuuu //clings to you 
i miss you so much klsjfsaf sob sobooooooooooo 
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raeinni Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
Aw that's horrible silvy, it's weird how dads just have that magical touch to do that with everyone. but look a beautiful deviation came out of it, can't tell you how much i love this and the blur effect.
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
SOB ALL OVER YOU/
I KNOW RIGHT- i just--- cries amg i cant deal with him anymore lkjajfdsfaslkjfsljfjlakf

cries/// thank youu raeeeeee :iconsnugplz:
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Bleckie Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry to hear you're in such situation. You're not the only one, i have same problems with my dad (he's a drama queen, makes everything seem 10 times worse then it is), but i just shut him out when he starts talking about problems and such, it makes me feel better. And drawing helps too. I hope your situation gets better soon.
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
gaahhh //holds you 
why are dads like that 
gahhh cries 

hngg it does help ksldjfsjf vent drawing/// hng 
haha-- thank you 
but my dad is stubborn and thinks he is superior... so there wont be a solution to it ):
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Bleckie Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Cause if they weren't we'd think mums are bad.

No problem!
Well, we can still hope right?
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Student
LOL true that
There gotta be a bad cop and a good cop u v u

Hngg I hoped for basically all my life but still its always the same ): sobb
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Bleckie Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yep.

There's saying "Hope dies last" for reason.
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MeltingChoco Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
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foodly Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
Aw :( I'm sorry you feel so stressed and sad. If I can say or do anything to help, talk to me! I'm willing to lend an ear c:
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silverblossoms Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Student
cries/// amgg thank youu 
just commenting already made me feel so much better QQ 
thankyou!
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