Been really stressed lately with school and family... especially with my dad.. theres just so much going on and he just makes everything super difficult I feel so overwhelmed.. I want a breather
Not only do I not get any breathers but my dad adds onto my stress and continues to piles more on it feels like hes tightening the leash he has on me making it so hard to breathe He is so overwhelming that it brings me to tears...;;;; I wish he would just let me go sometimes instead of always pulling me back QQ
cries sorry for such a depressing drawing; this was a complete rage out drawing LOL; didnt know how to release my rage-- so... took it out on sai ;;;; I just cant handle my dad anymore sob- i need airrrrrr
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AWWW mAG!! akshjfka Q A Q that's awful !! ahh;-- can't you... idk;; move out? ;OO;;; i hope you'll get better! i hate being stressed. when you're already stressed it takes so little for you to break down orz i'm sorry to hear this!! ;H;; im sure he means well, though! even if it doesn't seem like it! uhh uhh-- i think tell him? ahh maybe this isn't the place to talk. message me anytime okay! ; OO;
ahhh also ! hjsakf this is sooo cool omg !! aklsjfla * Q ** <333
///hnggg thank you for worrying kljsflkdjsaf but im better now~ haha ahh i dont live with him right now because of college- but he still has a way to make me stress out no matter where i go seriously... he means well at times but there are times that there is no good intentions behind it ):
and my whole family even i have tried to talk to him but he is to stubborn and high and mighty to try to understand. basically he is the law-- sob
well, maybe he's just jealous or smth because you're doing so well! ;O; or he doesn't understand how to show his love! in any case, don't let it get you down-- if he says shit it's not true no matter what-- and being told you're doing wrong when you know it, just isn't helping. ever.
ahh, but if your whole family knows this, then it's confirmation that it's him and not you, right? ;O ; so basically-- don't mind him? ;U;;;a idk, it's difficult when it's someone close
LOOL i hope hes jealous- but hes a very stubborn man that really cherish being high and mighty- though i do agree with you that he does have trouble showing his love and he is trying since he isnt use to being with just his daughters now that my mom isnt here anymore.... so i give him credit for trying and we all do try back as well u v u though he is very bipolar and so its very troublesome ;; AHA- cries yerrr i learn to not to listen at certain things now
YERRR YERR its okay i learn to adapt to it now ~ its all good just times when its all build up, i just need to vent a bit to start new o u o b
Oh my silver~ Hope things would turn upside and everything would be alright. I hope that I could in another way then just me saying so. But whatever happens, I'm one of the people here that continues to love you and support you. Plus, don't apologize for those kind of art, art is a way to release emotion I believe so if it helps you, keep doing it.
Waahh, I hope everything is okay, and that you're feeling better by the time you read this! Although I may not understand what you're going through, just know that I'll always be here for you no matter what! You have so many wonderful people here to help you back on your feet silver c: Just know that! Argh, if I could, I would kidnap you away from Canada for you to take a breather in Sin City lol.
Also, this is a very strong picture, considering what you're going through. I find your vent art very beautiful!
hngg i feel much better nowww u v u amg cries i hope you will NEVER have to go through this its like painful D: sob bby sob thank you so much slkfjaf hng reading this totaally made me smile /////// hng amg i would not report that kidnapping klsjdflksjaf///// i would be with youuu and be so happy sob amg
Silver this is beautiful I really like how you portray what your feeling, in this. I can see it in everything you draw.
I know how you feel. It's the same with my mom after my dad got sick, everything just felt and became so overwhelming. And everything just felt like it was falling apart. It's also why I haven't been drawing as much as I used to.
UHWAHH this drawing looks beautiful silvi-sensei!!! ; o ; It's so beautiful and elegant and the painterly style ; o ; //touch :c bby i hope you feel better. ; n ; my dad is also really strict and stressful ; n ; so i feel you ;~; it's good to get a breather ; o ; ~ just let it go~~ //weep i hope you can patch things up soon ; n ;! you have the support of deviantart if u need it!
ahh-- i think living away from your dad is a good idea- cause I do as well but ... he still finds a way to pull me back sob
wahh thank you so much! waah i do agree, drawing usually helps a lot u v u oh i do have people i can talk to-- but i prefer not to burden them with my problems;; and I usually vent out and i will be fine ~
I am older now and certainly do not feel the need nor want to be a "father's son". Not anymore. I wanted to be but I eventually learned how asinine he is.
I am glad drawing helps you I wish it did for everyone. As for talking to people it is not a burden to them if it helps you. Real friends, loving family, will listen and share in carrying a burden because they want you to succeed.
I do agree as we grow older we don't have that need anymore ~ but I still prefer yo have that dad and daughter bond with him so I don't regret anything when he passes QQ but he's just super difficult to deal with sob
Gahhh// thank you for the advice ///// I do talk to my sisters about it since we all have bad experiences with my dad sob
I can understand this, these situations with parents, most of my art is an outcome of how I feel when my parents or brothers treat me sometimes nice work here silverblossoms the chain is a great illustration for when someone's making you for something against your will
Waifu...I understand you, Me too I'm having a hard time with my dad... :/ We are all here for you and it's very very nice that you grace us with your drawing even though you are going to hard times <3 It's beautiful waifu~ Everything will get better I'm sure! I-I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU <3
Aw that's horrible silvy, it's weird how dads just have that magical touch to do that with everyone. but look a beautiful deviation came out of it, can't tell you how much i love this and the blur effect.
I'm so sorry to hear you're in such situation. You're not the only one, i have same problems with my dad (he's a drama queen, makes everything seem 10 times worse then it is), but i just shut him out when he starts talking about problems and such, it makes me feel better. And drawing helps too. I hope your situation gets better soon.